Such beautiful eyes but you can sense despair or pain in them. I don't think most people can fake that, not in the eyes, I hope whatever pain you are dealing with is short lived. A very emotional photo, perhaps not the best technical wise but the emotion shines through.
I like this photo, the composition choice and the creativity.
But I feel that there is a color shift towards blue that is making your face look a bit too cold. Not cold enough to give it the dead look, and not warm enough to give it the alive look. Right in the middle somewhere.
I really like this shot but there are details that really bring it down. Both the lipstick and nail polish are poorly done which really detracts from the photo